sejarah berulang part 1

this remember my post title after 18 days? it was written almost 3 years back and now i will share the same thing again.

yes, i was diagnosed that my cyst is BACK and a little bit of drama.

macamane boleh detect? my period was very painful on my first day and second day until i can't sleep at night and i need to take mc the next day which is on friday. then, i decided to go for a check up at nearby clinic at taman melati. i have gone to klinik pakar wanita medina. yup, the very famous clinic with its doctor, dr. marsita mansor.

i went with mama and amsyar that morning, around 10 am and waited for the clinic to be opened. the nurse came at 1030 am and i registered accordingly. the nurse said that the doctor will only available around 12 pm if there is no emergency cases.

perasan that, the clinic does only have olive oil, cuka kurma,madu and all related. we bought also the fresh susu kambing as it's quite hard to find it fresh and without any bau.

we decided to go back home first, as the clinic will inform when the doctor is available.

keep on calling the clinic to know the visiting time, and finally we went back to the clinic at 630 pm..and only met the doctor at 750 pm. first time meeting dr.marsita and she is soooooooooo nice, very motherly and very comfortable to talk with. she asked all the related problem, and after scan, she's diagnose that i'm having my cyst back, besides my reverted uterus (rahim terbalik) and blood clog in the uterus which yang keras macam batu and thats why my period is very painful and a few more problems.

she suggested me to undergo surgery soonest possible by monday, because i was in pain. but i think, monday is too fast and plus my office work is not properly hand over yet (still thinking about work). and i decided to go with operation on thursday, as i have enough time to plan everything and waited for my hubby to come back. 

i decided to go with operation with company's insurans and filled in all the related forms, and my operation was scheduled on thursday, 12 sept at ampang puteri hospital.

to be continued..

semua itu hak milik Allah

a few days before ramadhan, one of my closest neighbour was passed away. it's quite shocked for us because we just visited her on last sunday (the previous week) all of us called her aunty ziah. her house located selang satu rumah from my parents house. i already knew her since i was a little kid. she saw all of my siblings dari kecil sampai dah besar panjang. dari zaman budak kecil, sekolah, universiti, keje and got married.

she was suffering from breast cancer since 16 years back and she is really a fighter. she managed to overcome her cancer and she was enjoying her life till her last breath. her spirit enjoying every minute of her life inspired all of us. she is very happy go lucky person. no one can denied that.

she sold the house at taman melawati and stay with her daughter at wangsa maju. we visited her at wangsa maju. during the visit, she was sleeping and people around her said that she couldn't recognized people anymore. so sad looking at her. my first look at her, i didn't recognize her already. totally different.
masa itu, hati terdetik, if i were at her place. can i fight the way she fought? sebab itu Allah menggalakkan kita menziarahi orang sakit because dari situ akan timbul keinsafan and kita akan sentiasa mengingati mati.

and the next monday morning, before went out to office, received a phone call saying that aunty ziah was dead. sedih rasa. luckily, i managed to see her before her last breath. eventhough she didn't recognize but at least i can see her for my last time. her face always on my mind and everytime teringat dia, mesti sebak and sedih.. tetapi itulah ketetapan Allah.

semua itu hak milik Allah..dari Dia kita datang, kepada Dia juga kita kembali..

tenang lah aunty ziah di sana..semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman.

al-fatihah.