a few days before ramadhan, one of my closest neighbour was passed away. it's quite shocked for us because we just visited her on last sunday (the previous week) all of us called her aunty ziah. her house located selang satu rumah from my parents house. i already knew her since i was a little kid. she saw all of my siblings dari kecil sampai dah besar panjang. dari zaman budak kecil, sekolah, universiti, keje and got married.
she was suffering from breast cancer since 16 years back and she is really a fighter. she managed to overcome her cancer and she was enjoying her life till her last breath. her spirit enjoying every minute of her life inspired all of us. she is very happy go lucky person. no one can denied that.
she sold the house at taman melawati and stay with her daughter at wangsa maju. we visited her at wangsa maju. during the visit, she was sleeping and people around her said that she couldn't recognized people anymore. so sad looking at her. my first look at her, i didn't recognize her already. totally different.
masa itu, hati terdetik, if i were at her place. can i fight the way she fought? sebab itu Allah menggalakkan kita menziarahi orang sakit because dari situ akan timbul keinsafan and kita akan sentiasa mengingati mati.
and the next monday morning, before went out to office, received a phone call saying that aunty ziah was dead. sedih rasa. luckily, i managed to see her before her last breath. eventhough she didn't recognize but at least i can see her for my last time. her face always on my mind and everytime teringat dia, mesti sebak and sedih.. tetapi itulah ketetapan Allah.
semua itu hak milik Allah..dari Dia kita datang, kepada Dia juga kita kembali..
tenang lah aunty ziah di sana..semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman.
al-fatihah.
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