monday blues

i'm not sure whether i'm the only one who always facing the same problem. m.o.n.d.a.y b.l.u.e.s..every monday day will face the same problem. if every day pun rasa benda yang sama, looks like i need to do something.

satu a lot of things have been tried termasuk la beli baju baru, pakai baju terang-terang etc etc tapi semua tak menjadi. baru kerja 4 years dah macam-macam rasa..malas la..tak nak kerja la..tapi kalau tak kerja macamane nak survive and plus rasa macam sia-sia je belajar penat-penat sampai 5 tahun pastu end up macam tu.

pernah came across one email, kalau orang dulu-dulu, monday is their most awaiting day. semangat kerja hari isnin tu berkobar-kobar..takde istilah monday blues in their life.. hari jumaat hari yang diaorang tak suka sebab besoknya dah cuti..sebab tu, they can survive sampai 30..40 tahun kerja..

but not me, baru je hari isnin dah sibuk tengok calender bila nak hari jumaat..baru keluar rumah nak g kerja dah tunggu bila nak pukul 5.30..nak balik nak tengok adam dan hawa. baru sampai ofis dah sibuk fikir lunch nak makan mana..balik lunch asyik-asyik tengok jam bila nak pukul 5.30..teruk kan kalau macam nie selalu..nak cari rezeki dan berkat, tapi asyik mengeluh.. not good..not good..critical huh?

thinking of doing something that i like..during jadi proposal engineer sibuk nak try masuk procurement..now, already in procurement and working as a buyer pun still rasa macam something is missing and something is not right..so how?

can anyone give me some advise please..cause i really need it..

lots of love,
Nima