semua itu hak milik Allah

a few days before ramadhan, one of my closest neighbour was passed away. it's quite shocked for us because we just visited her on last sunday (the previous week) all of us called her aunty ziah. her house located selang satu rumah from my parents house. i already knew her since i was a little kid. she saw all of my siblings dari kecil sampai dah besar panjang. dari zaman budak kecil, sekolah, universiti, keje and got married.

she was suffering from breast cancer since 16 years back and she is really a fighter. she managed to overcome her cancer and she was enjoying her life till her last breath. her spirit enjoying every minute of her life inspired all of us. she is very happy go lucky person. no one can denied that.

she sold the house at taman melawati and stay with her daughter at wangsa maju. we visited her at wangsa maju. during the visit, she was sleeping and people around her said that she couldn't recognized people anymore. so sad looking at her. my first look at her, i didn't recognize her already. totally different.
masa itu, hati terdetik, if i were at her place. can i fight the way she fought? sebab itu Allah menggalakkan kita menziarahi orang sakit because dari situ akan timbul keinsafan and kita akan sentiasa mengingati mati.

and the next monday morning, before went out to office, received a phone call saying that aunty ziah was dead. sedih rasa. luckily, i managed to see her before her last breath. eventhough she didn't recognize but at least i can see her for my last time. her face always on my mind and everytime teringat dia, mesti sebak and sedih.. tetapi itulah ketetapan Allah.

semua itu hak milik Allah..dari Dia kita datang, kepada Dia juga kita kembali..

tenang lah aunty ziah di sana..semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman.

al-fatihah.

another her birthday

10 oct was my only sister's birthday. betul kan when i told october is my favourite month? because surrounded with my loved one birthday..my best friend birthday, my sister birthday and counting days is my birthday..double yeay~!

my sister is 28 years old this year. already have 2 children..1 boy and 1 girl..such a happy family.

semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki..may Allah bless you and your family always. :)

love you so much, sis.

one happy family ;)

lots of love,

Nima

her birthday

9 oct is my best friend birthday, rusyaifiza ramli or nama manjanya fifi among friends. we have been together since form one, 13 years old during that time and yup the bond is still stronger until now where all of us is already 27 years old..14 years of friendship. how fast the time flies.

and she is getting married to the man that she loves this coming 13th Oct. and unfortunately i can't be there with her..i wish i could..i wish you know how hurt i am where i can't attend your solemnization and reception.

girl,

selamat hari lahir..semoga dipanjangkan umur..dimurahkan rezeki..semoga sentiasa di bawah rahmatNya..

nima doakan fie sentiasa bahagia hingga ke syurga with amin. semoga kekal hingga ke nafas yang terakhir..doa nima sentiasa bersama dengan fie..nima doakan semua berjalan dengan lancar as plan..i bet you will be the prettiest and the sweetest bride that day..too bad, i can't see it live..

enjoy your day, senyum and senyum..it's your day..insyaAllah, i will be going to amin's side next week k? i will try to make it happen..

from the bottom of heart, i love you very much dear..thanks for always be there for me..i really appreciate this friendship and i hope it will last forever..

last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY and SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU.

picture taken during my visit to jakarta. ;)

lots of love,

Nima

monday blues

i'm not sure whether i'm the only one who always facing the same problem. m.o.n.d.a.y b.l.u.e.s..every monday day will face the same problem. if every day pun rasa benda yang sama, looks like i need to do something.

satu a lot of things have been tried termasuk la beli baju baru, pakai baju terang-terang etc etc tapi semua tak menjadi. baru kerja 4 years dah macam-macam rasa..malas la..tak nak kerja la..tapi kalau tak kerja macamane nak survive and plus rasa macam sia-sia je belajar penat-penat sampai 5 tahun pastu end up macam tu.

pernah came across one email, kalau orang dulu-dulu, monday is their most awaiting day. semangat kerja hari isnin tu berkobar-kobar..takde istilah monday blues in their life.. hari jumaat hari yang diaorang tak suka sebab besoknya dah cuti..sebab tu, they can survive sampai 30..40 tahun kerja..

but not me, baru je hari isnin dah sibuk tengok calender bila nak hari jumaat..baru keluar rumah nak g kerja dah tunggu bila nak pukul 5.30..nak balik nak tengok adam dan hawa. baru sampai ofis dah sibuk fikir lunch nak makan mana..balik lunch asyik-asyik tengok jam bila nak pukul 5.30..teruk kan kalau macam nie selalu..nak cari rezeki dan berkat, tapi asyik mengeluh.. not good..not good..critical huh?

thinking of doing something that i like..during jadi proposal engineer sibuk nak try masuk procurement..now, already in procurement and working as a buyer pun still rasa macam something is missing and something is not right..so how?

can anyone give me some advise please..cause i really need it..

lots of love,
Nima

bingung

Hello!

wake me up when september ends..bangun-bangun..*sambil gosok mata*

it’s already october.. pejam celik pejam celik lagi tiga bulan 2012 dah nak habis..macam tak percaya..october is my favorite month! why? because it’s my birthday month! 14 oct to be exact..OMG! I’m gonna be 27 this year.. *geleng kepala*

to en.hubby, what will be my birthday present this year??

tapi takpe, because ramai yang ingat i’m still study, student lagi, tak kawin lagi..looks like nima nampak muda la kan?? haha..*tepuk-tepuk hip hip hooray*

another important event, my best friend, fifi is getting married on this 13th..and her reception will be on 14th..*so excited* I knew fie since we at form 1 and until now our friendship is still strong..we have been together..no matter what..ups and downs..laughs and tears..we shared together..I AM SO HAPPY FOR HER.. she will be married to the guy that she loved. *praying for your happiness until your last breath*

but…. *there is a long but* at the same time en. hubby has purchased ticket to vietnam to celebrate my birthday there.. from 12th till 15th oct..now i just don’t know what to do..confused.. need a big help here..i wish i can belah dua my body..so that I can be at the two places at the same time..

i have less than two weeks to decide..

sigh.

Lots of Love,

Nima

purple

i love purple. i love it very much. i just can't resist if anything related to purple. and guess what..

presenting.. my new dream car. ;)

*pengsan kejap*

praying hard this colour will be available kat malaysia next year! *amin*

wordless friday

nothing more that i can say.

i just in love with this..

hope this colour will be available in malaysia :)

adam dan hawa

Hawa dicipta dari tulang rusuk Adam.


Bukan dari kepalanya untuk dijadikan atasannya.

Bukan dari kakinya untuk dijadikan alasannya.

Melainkan dari sisinya untuk dijadikan teman hidupnya.

Dekat pada lengan untuk dilindunginya dan dekat pada hati untuk dicintainya.

Something to think about for all man ;)

Hai!

guess every one pun dah boleh teka based on the title post. yeay! it’s adam dan hawa series yang sedang hangat diperkatakan.every monday to thursday, 10 pm at 134 mustika HD and it’s have 80 episodes.. fuhh..minat sangat punya pasal dah boleh jadi sales person for astro dah.. sekarang baru nak masuk episode ke 20! lama lagi tu nak habis.

casted by the most wanted guy dan idaman semua wanita, aaron aziz and si manis nadiya nissa as adam mukhriz and ain hawani.. sedap kan nama tu..suit both of them.this series is an adaptation from novel adam dan hawa written by aisya sofea..I bought this novel sebab tak sabar nak tahu ending cerita nie. tengok cerita dah dalam 7 episode, then straight to kinokuniya to buy the novel. jalan cerita and the script tak banyak beza with yang dalam novel. tu yang buat this series lagi interesting..

every monday to thursday, 9.50 pm dah terpacak depan tv and every saturday night marathon 4 episod sekali. pukul 10 pm sampai 12 am..boleh tengok aaron aziz tiap-tiap hari..tapi bila nak tunggu minggu depan isnin tu punya la lama..padahal dulu, memang kalau boleh tak nak weekend to be ended sebab isnin kena pergi kerja. kira adam dan hawa is the catalyst untuk pergi kerja tiap-tiap hari. tiap-tiap kali pergi kerja, mesti tak sabar nak habis kerja cepat sebab tahu adam dan hawa senang menunggu! cewahh..

OST pun best. sang by penyanyi no 1 malaysia, dato’ siti nurhaliza and hafiz. sedap sangat..sampai habis semua ringtone, notification dengan alarm sekali tukar lagu nie..

40 more episodes to go, and sangat tak sabar nak tunggu ending dia walaupun dah tahu ending dia..hopefully, bila dah habis nanti astro kuarkan dvd pulak for this series. boleh tengok ulang-ulang tiap-tiap hari.

eheh, malam nie ada adam dan hawa, episode 20. tak sabarnya nak balik rumah.. ;)

lots of love,

ain hawani eh silap.. ;p

lots of love,

Nima

Jahzara in the house

say hye to jahzara ;)

raya oh raya

hope it's not too late to wish selamat hari raya aidilfitri :) how's you all punya raya all this while?how's work?mesti ramai dah start kerja kan.. mesti semua pun still in raya mood kan..plus cuti lági nanti jumaat nie..dah cuti kemain lama hari tu pun still mencari-cari bila lagi nak cuti.

lately sangat terasa badan penat and mesti mengantuk pagi-pagi kalau pergi kerja..haha..apa nak jadi la kan..need  to find something to give energy pagi-pagi..sebab sangat terasa kelemauan di pagi hari.

opps, dah menyimpang dah from title post today.hari nie nak cerita pasal raya..second time raya as husband and wife.and seperti yang telah dijanjikan and dipersetujui sebelum kahwin, every time raya kena la bergilir-gilir balik untuk beraya..walaupun duduk di KL itu tidak bermakna tiap kali raya kena balik kampung en. hubby..raya adalah raya..lain sangat rasanya kalau nak dibandingkan dengan hari-hari biasa..tahun nie raya dekat KL dulu then baru headed to baling, kedah sebelah petang raya.

as i mentioned in my previous post, normally we will find one day to break fast together, just us..and finally on friday, en. hubby has booked to break fast at concorde, which is just opposite of my office..but sebab vendor dah pernah buka puasa kat situ, i refused and suggest to break fast at menara KL. en. hubby booked and we will break fast there. en. hubby reached my office quite early, and we decided to kill the time by visiting KLCC. managed to grab a samping for en.hubby from sofia iman. ;)

clock showed 630 pm, and we headed to menara KL. during that time, jalan sangat lengang!the ramadhan buffet was okay but i think  it's quite a waste. per head is RM 198 which is not worth it if you compared with the food served. it might be because of the place only.

Saturday, preparation for raya begins!

Ketupat nasi, ketupat palas, rendang ayam.

Sunday, hari raya! gambar raya for this year..



pagi raya, solat raya, bermaaf-maafan, makan pastu pergi rumah mak ngah..tu adalah routine kalau beraya kat KL..then tunggu orang datang rumah pulak..petang tu, after hujan berhenti, baru bertolak balik baling..ingat first raya tak banyak kereta, banyak juga rupanya...jammed plus dengan hujan all the way..

raya kat kampung memang meriah, plus ramai yang datang rumah..balik baling tak pergi beraya pun, ramai yang datang rumah..spent time kat kampung 2 malam je, sebab en.hubby tak cuti..raya ketiga dah kerja..

sebelum balik KL, singgah dulu rumah tok kat Kuala Kedah..bergerak balik pun dah around pukul 5 petang..singgah penang sekejap jumpa kakak en.hubby..sebelum tu, pekena nasi kandar line clear dulu..puas hati! ramai pun ramai..janji dapat makan..

gerak from penang pun dah around 9 pm..and guess what? we arrived at KL about 4 am! yup, teman mama sahur gulai batang pisang..we stopped at tapah for 2 hours untuk tidur..memang mata takleh tahan dah..dua-dua pun mengantuk..last-last tidur jela..around this hour pun still ramai orang and banyak kereta on the road..semua nak lari dari jam and panas agaknya..

so, that's my raya so far.

next, trip to cameron highlands ;)

new project

new project for this coming raya and everything was done slightly perfect. wanna know??

taraaaa…

yup, i have sewn the beads by my ownself for the first time. macamana ok tak? the semangat datang when I accompanied one of my colleague together with najwa to cari kain. dia nak jahit baju untuk raya untuk herself, her husband and children. really-really impressed!

nowadays, tailor pun mahal sangat harganya. kadang-kadang harga kain lagi murah compare dengan upah jahit. that’s make people nowadays more prefer to buy ready made one. untung sangat kalau dapat belajar menjahit kan?

i decided to sew it by myself. very the semangat. and finally managed to finish it. at first, i want to make it just a straight line dekat tangan. after dah siap jahit, tunggang langgang tengok manik tu..senget! frust betul..

then, buka balik the whole manik and jahit balik. selerakkan jela manik tu..and that’s the outcome. eventhough tak berapa kemas, but then it’s a practice and it can be improved! sebelah tangan baju tu took about 2 hours. managed to sew for the both hands. ingat nak tambah dekat kaki baju kurung tu, tapi macam tak sempat je nak jahit..maybe next time!

lepas raya kita sambung balik jahit ;)

lots of love,
Nima

jboxing day!

mesti semua dah tau, jovian is organized the last batch of his ready to wear(rtw) line for raya at shangrila hotel today. and yes, it's just next to my office. so excited!

no planning to buy anything, but just to give full support to kilah, that still searching for her baju raya.

she arrived early at the office than usual..when she went to shangrila the line is already super duper long queue..

after arrived at the office, i went to see it for real..and yes, it's super ramai!

kilah was queued starting from 8 am and she is only managed grab the line at 130 pm! lama gila kan..but i think is worth it because she gets what she wants!

during break time, i went there back to accompany her and i luckily i saw jovian! he looks so sweet actually

girls are crazy over jovian rtw. at 9.30 am, they already announced certain design is already sold out!

wondering if it still available until 7 pm.

Lots of love,
Nima

raya mood

looks like raya mood is coming and kerja mood dah takde! this year will be my turn raya at my parents’ house, then petang raya baru balik en.hubby’s side. tahun nie, tak buat pun kuih raya.satu pun tak buat. beli je suma..it’s not because malas but there is not enough time nak buat..

dah 2 malam dah after berbuka keluar pergi jalan-jalan..g carrefour ngan mama, nak beli barang dapur and orang sangat ramai until 2 kali pusing nak cari parking..barang pun banyak dah habis..

yesterday went to ampang park to pick up en. hubby punya baju melayu. itupun 3 kali pusing baru dapat parking and people dah start double park.. people are crazy kan nak dekat raya..

at office, tak leh nak pasang lagu raya kuat-kuat..so pakai earphone and dengar dekat youtube je..no choice.. I need my lagu raya..so, baru ada mood raya..hehe.. tak gitu..kalau dekat tanjung dulu, semua pasang lagu raya kuat-kuat and people were singing along..seronok sangat! *rindu saat itu*

to kill the time yang lambat lagi nak break time and balik nie, decide nak tulis jela blog..

this year, is the first time raya dekat ofis baru.. this coming october will be my first year working at EPCC company as a procurement coordinator or buyer for instrumentation and electrical. new place, new colleague, new environment, new friend.

boleh kira every week and every day ada invitation from vendor. tapi not all I attended, only a few je. only twice, plus another one which is organized by company.

ramadhan this year,sempat berbuka with my beloved teammate at tanjung. boss belanja..thanks boss! miss them that much.. sangat rindu ok! there is no other team like them.

other than that, normally every ramadhan, en. hubby and myself will have our iftar at JW Marriot, Kuala Lumpur. we have practiced it for the past 3 years. since we are friends lagi..tapi tahun nie macam tak sempat je.. *we have another 3 times untuk berbuka, agak-agak sempat ke tak*

i received three card raya! lama gila tak dapat kad raya kan..*sangat excited*

tak sedar kan ramadhan dah nak habis..will we see it again next year? pray for that..ameen..

lots of love,
Nima

ramadhan terakhir

ramadhan will end soon.. how's our kpi so far?

dapat kah kita mencari malam lailatuqadar..malam yang lebih baik dari seribu malam..

semoga Allah berikan rezeki untuk bertemu dengan malam itu..

Ya Allah, Engkau temukan aku dengan malam lailatuqadar tu Ya Allah..banyak yang ingin ku pinta dari Mu Ya Allah.. yang tak pernah jemu meminta, dan yang tak pernah lekang dari bibir ku berdoa..ku tahu Kau tahu segalanya kerana Engkau Maha Mengetahui..

hambaMu yang terlalu banyak melakukan dosa,
Nima

home

dah lama rasanya tak blog pasal rumah. yup, our home. located at setia alam. officially, we have moved. yup! the house it's already complete. with it's renovation, it's furniture, it's kitchen, and everything! we have everything in our lovely home. aircond for each room, different colour for each segment of the house, bedroom complete it's built in wardrobe, master bedroom complete with it's walk in wardrobe, kitchen complete built in kitchen, built in bar and yes our home it's complete. ;) syukur alhamdullilah.

nearly 8 months we took to turm our house into home.after so much laughter, tears, quarrel and finally we managed to complete it. *syukur*

we did some sort of like bacaan yassin among family members last few months. orang kata like kenduri masuk rumah baru. may Allah bless us always. we did it after asar and continued with bbq that evening. followed by reunion of tcsi a few weeks before ramadhan. *syukur alhamdullilah*

the feeling stay alone without parents macam hard to describe. love to have the privacy but everything we need to do by ourself. laundry, cooking and cleaning the home.not saying that bila duduk rumah parents tak buat all kind of things, but kalau tak buat ada orang tolak buatkan..hehe..nie kalau duduk sendiri tak buat sendiri habis bersepah rumah.

lucky me, to have en. hubby yang pandai memasak. i only helped it out and do all the cleaning.

when en.hubby outstation, i will be back to my parents house. *hehe*

talking about work, i have to depart from my house at 645 am every morning and i will reach my office an hour later. yes, the distance it's quite far. nearly 100 km every day. everytime balik from office always jam and tu yang buat malas nak duduk jauh-jauh. selalu menyumpah dalam kereta and tambah sakit hati bila dapat tau eh hubby dah sampai rumah dulu.

during fasting nie, ngelat sikit duduk with my parents. tak sanggup nak tempuh jam hari-hari..end up nanti berbuka dalam kereta. but we will find some time to spend ramadhan time at our lovely home..

will write again

lots of love,
Nima