i'm 25!

i'm 25! 

For the rest of my life

I praise Allah for sending me you my love 
You found me home and sail with me 
And I`m here with you 
Now let me let you know 
You`ve opened my heart 
I was always thinking that love was wrong 
But everything was changed when you came along 

And theres a couple words I want to say 

Chorus: 
For the rest of my life 
I`ll be with you 
I`ll stay by your side honest and true 
Till the end of my time 
I`ll be loving you.loving you 
For the rest of my life 
Thru days and night 
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes 
Now and forever I...I`ll be there for you 

I know that deep in my heart 


I feel so blessed when I think of you 
And I ask Allah to bless all we do 
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength 
And I pray we`re together eternally 
Now I find myself so strong 
Everything changed when you came along 
OOOO 

And theres a couple word I want to say 

*Repeat Chorus 

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here 
Infront of me I strongly feel love 
And I have no doubt 
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally 

Repeat Chorus 

I know that deep in my heart..

sad

To celebrate your birthday with your loved one is the moment that all of us waiting for. I seek,  I wait and I hope he is with me during my birthday. Unfortunately, this year is the second year I'm celebrating without him. He's offshore now, and most probably will be back onshore on this Saturday.

Sangat tak suka. Tak guna mengeluh, because it will happen and it's happening now.

life

♥In life, we can't get everything, anything that we want. That's life.♥

♥He knows what is the best for us,so why should we complain..we always want the sunshine,but He knows there must be a rain.♥

♥ He tests us often with suffering and sorrow,not to punish us but to help us meet tomorrow ♥

hospital visit & kad kahwin

My day started early. Company my mama to pasar tani to buy some stuff. After breakfast, got ready and went to Glenagles. It has been 2 months and I need to do second check up. 2 months minum air akar kayu takde pape perubahan except it's getting bigger! Previous visit, is only 6 cm, and it has been reached up to 7.3 cm. Doctor has no choice, he said that he needs to remove the cyst, because it will getting bigger. Doctor advised me to do the open operation somewhere is next week. The on duty nurse, checked doctor's schedule and she proposed 14th. I don't want to do on 14th, because it's on my birthday. Then, she picked another date, 15th. Mama did not agree. She asked to do on 18th which is on Monday. So, my operation is fixed on Monday, most probably at 2.00 pm. I need to fast from 12.00 am and come to hospital around 10.00 am. Honestly, I'm afraid. Sangat.

the new big cyst

En. tunang fetched me at the hospital, we took our nasi beriyani Ruz Aladdin and headed to KL Convention Center for Pameran Pengantin. We needed to settle a few things before I undergo operation, which I need to slow down my activity for 1 1/2 month. We did card hunting and we managed to grab a simple, and beautiful card with affordable price.Paid the deposit and they will call us for a further discussion somewhere in November. They only take 3 weeks to out with the card. Nak tengok tak?? Mama cakap cantik. Nasib baik. Fuhhh.. Settle satu perkara. Silalah ke pameran pengantin at KLCC. Not many booth, but still you can find something! ;)

the bride side

the groom side



 

Fifi

Happy birthday my dearest Fie! Love you till the end. Thank you for everything!

congrats nieja! =))

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reality

Reality. Accept it because sometime it might be hurt but sometime it can be so wonderful. Reality after marriage is so freaking me out. Time preparation for the wedding memang tak sabar nak kahwin, but after dah kahwin afraid of commitment. Terlalu banyak we need to face after wedding. From husband, family sendiri, family husband, kerja and etc. List down all memang tak muat.

When I went to kursus kahwin last July, the ustazah said that the main reason of jadinya penceraian is about money, lack of attention and communication with each other. Takde seorang pun di atas bumi, nak gegarkan arash. Tapi hakikatnya, sekarang penceraian sangat banyak and the percentage is increased. Money is not everything, but now everything is money. Maybe some of us tak nampak sebab tak sabar nak kahwin. Be relax and cool. Tenangkan fikiran to think together with me and explore.

Let's go to reality. After get married, maybe for a few months duduk rumah family sendiri dulu. Ada yang lepas kahwin je terus move out to rumah sewa or rumah sendiri. And from here it's all begin.Let's say kalau duduk rumah family pun, we need to have budi bahasa la kan. Don't expect to have everything free and ready. Be rational. Parents won't asked for children's money when they are staying together, but pandai-pandai la kan.Belanja makan once or twice a month. When buy the groceries, bayar kan la sekali when dah dalam same trolley and banyak lagi benda yang jadi that need our attention as a child.

If you stay by your own, a lot if things you and your husband need to catch up. Both salary needed to be added together in order to ensure that the money is sufficient enough.Cost of living is increased and I doubt everything will also increase.

Duit rumah / sewa,

 bil air & elektrik, 

duit kereta, 

duit bagi family, 

duit groceries, 

duit minyak, 

duit toll, 

duit insurans and 

ETC!

*Rasa macam nak pengsan* Tu tak masuk if ada anak lagi. Kalau dah ada anak, all the cost of pampers and makanan baby pun kena masukkan. Nie kalau gabung gaji ramai-ramai pun sentiasa tak cukup.

Kita pernah terlintas ke macam nie??

With big title, the responsibility is bigger and bigger.

tudung nikah, sanding and tandang

Nima ngah cari tudung yang sesuai nak buat tudung nikah, sanding and tandang. Should i wear shawl je ke, tudung awning ke..B2B ada any suggestion tak?? Hari tu g hantar tailor, lupa nak tanya whether my kain chiffon beaded tu ada lebih. If ada, i can used it for my nikah. Em, I lagi prefer tudung for nikah is shawl, sebab nanti for upacara batal air sembahyang, baru kena when my en tunang, eh masa tu dah en husband nak kiss my forehead *gatal mode*

Need your help. Nima tahu about vispera, but I need another suggestion, so I have an option.

Thanks!

meeting families

Bring your loved one meeting family members of yours is the moment to treasure. Look at their behavior, how your family react, how they mingle around will make you smile even though you are alone.It happened to me on last Saturday and Sunday.

After finished some urusan at Jalan TAR that noon, we headed to Putrajaya because my cousin, abg pejal invited us to have a yassin and also an open house at their new house. The event, started at 3.00 pm, but left Jalan TAR around 12.00 noon, and we decided to jalan-jalan at Alamanda. Then, 2.30 pm departed from Alamanda to P11. Not familiar with Putrajaya, we decided to follow the sign board and finally we arrived.

When we reached there, just mak ngah and pak ngah je yang ada. My family tak sampai lagi. They stuck in traffic jam and they asked us to start the event without them. Without any further delay, we started the event with yassin recite and doa selamat. Settled with that, we ate and chit chat. My en. tunang malu agaknya, but still can sit along and talk with my cousin. 15 minutes later, my family arrived and that house jadi meriah. ;). I just observed from far how my en tunang, and tengok dia ok je. My en tunang sat together with my family, and we gelak-gelak je. Alhamdullilah, it's a good start.

After spent 2 hours at Putrajaya, me myself and en tunang asked for permission to leave, because we have another mission to accomplish. Plan nak g mid valley, but tengok jalan jam and then we changed our mind to go to KLCC. My en tunang suka tengok exhibition about home deco, and bila dia tengok yang dia berkenan, he will start berangan here and there. Looking at him macam tu, makes me smile, because I know he is happy. =)

After performed maghrib, we decided to have our dinner, and he suggested makan nasi ayam kat Bukit Bintang. Went out from KLCC and arrived at Sungei Wang. We walked all the way from Sungei Wang to the Chee Meng nasi ayam. Sedap! Lamanya tak makan.We used to have our lunch at Kampung Pandan eating that nasi ayam and wantan goreng.

Then, my en. tunang sent me home and we called it a day. Can't wait for tomorrow.

Later on Sunday, I invited my en tunang to my Long's house at KGSAAS. Arrived at my Long's house, can see my uda and family, ucu and family and also long and family is there. I'm so excited to see them. I introduced my en. tunang to them. Sorry ye if i called you "Pakcik" ye en. tunang in front of my uncles and aunties. Just don't want it to be too formal. Before we left, sempat jumpa my unggal and wife. They just arrived.

After Long's house, we headed to Kota Kemuning, to one of en. tunang cousin, Kak Naemah. Turun-turn je kereta, Kak Naemah cakap, makin berseri bakal pengantin nie ye.. *Opss malu kejap. En tunang, sila jangan jeles* My sister and her husband, are also following us. It's my pleasure to bring them together. Spending about an hour at rumah Kak Naemah, we bid goodbye to them. Thank you for the invitation! Along the journey, my en. tunang asyik bersembang aje with my abg ipar, yang buat my sister and I borak sesama sendiri. Sabar jela.

Reached home, en. tunang performed zohor and asar before we left for a movie at wangsa walk. En. tunang took the house key from the table and opened the grill by himself. Then I said to him, "Wah, buat macam rumah sendiri nampak" and mama  said " Yela, kena la practice." One big smile hinggap on my lips.

I decided to have the EAT PRAY LOVE as our catch of the day. Biasa je that movie. My en. tunang sempat lagi nak tido kan dalam wayang. ceyh!! Movie finished at 7.20 pm, and I decided to go straight to Restoran Ali Maju at Sri Rampai to join my family dinner there. My en. tunang and I reached there first and waited patiently for my family. After 15 minutes, they arrived and we ordered. Sambil makan and borak ,then ada satu phrase yang my ayah cakap, and buat I senyap and I smile. He started to feel that his family is almost complete. I love the atmosphere, and hope it will remain happily ever after.

Clock showed 9.00 pm, and the mee goreng ayam we ordered for tapow tak siap lagi. I asked my parents and my sister to go back first while I'm waiting for the mee. Izam also volunteered to company me and en. tunang.

Hope you are having fun spending your time with my family, because I really love your presence with us. =)

should i?

I'm excited seeing many B2B is in their progress of preparing for their wedding. I love seeing their outdoor pre wedding photography, save the date video and etc. Teringin juga nak bergambar macam tu, but knowing my en. tunang, he doesn't want it and he is camera shy. Nak suruh amik gambar berdua macam patung pun susah, nie kan pulak suruh action begini begitu. Ya ampun. Kesudahannya I'm the only one who will pose here and there.

Should I asked him? hehe. If he is reading this blog, hope dia tahu that I want it! My favorite wish spot is I-City at Shah Alam. Mesti cantik kan? *mood mengelamun kejap*

introduce.. premium beautiful corset

Hai B2B!

How's the wedding preparation goes?? Baju dah buat?? Dah g fitting baju?? I bet ramai yang nak look cantik, and menarik during your wedding kan..Masa akad nikah, sanding, bertandang and also your first night kan?? We as a lady memang mementingkan kecantikan in any occasion.. So let me introduce to you all B2B

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Familiar?? This corset is the main sponsor for rancangan Gadis Melayu 3 at tv9 yang sedang bersiaran sekarang nie..Maybe some of you pernah dengar about this product. Takut nak approach because of the price, but now, i'm bringing it closer to all of you. Let me show you the way!

This corset is a LIFETIME WARRANTY. It's worth it with it's price. If we want good things, we need to keluar modal sikit la kan. But if you can imagine, you can use it before your wedding, during your wedding, after your wedding, dalam pantang untuk replace the bengkung tak kisah la for first children, second children until 10 pun, to maintain your shape until your last breath and everytime and everywhere you want to wear it.It's just worth it!

This corset terdiri daripada half body corset, waist nipper and girdle. Minimum hours of use is 8 hours. 8 jam je you wont realise. Terpulang pada diri sendiri nak pakai time bila. time nak tido ke, time nak g office ke. If want the fastest result, just wear it as long as you want..Macam nima, i love to wear it during office hour, sebab time tu kita makan, kita buat kerja and help to increase our metabolism and betulkan our posture especially when we are in front of computer and stuck in jam yang berkurun tu. Sebab bila pakai corset nie semua yang ada kat our body akan terangkat which i think will help in term of self confidence. 

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Kebaikan FIR nie kan

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- keluarkan toksid

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meeting hanis

Meeting Hanis? ya, the owner of h0n3yt0th3b33! I meet her through my friend, Ieja.Thank you Ieja! She's very humble and very supportive. I have been her follower starting last year, and i see the progress of her achievement!

To know details, do not hesitate to contact me and her! *ish, dah ala-ala ayat tulis email office pulak*

We are here to help those want to help themselves. =)

just a post

When I know the whole truth, I get hurt. But it's better to get hurt now than later.

I hate this feeling. tak suka.

pameran pengantin 2010

Dear B2B,

There will be another pameran pengantin by Urbanvibe this coming 8-10 october kat hall 4, KL Convention Centre! Jom serang ramai-ramai. To whom yang sedang tengok-tengok, this pameran it's a good survey, and for those yang last minute preparation, maybe there is something that can help you out!

Further details click pameran pengantin 2010!

Happy viewing!

erk..

I received a call from en. tunang yesterday from Sudan, and he said that kenduri bertandang at his side kena tukar tarikh. OMG. from 19th February to 26th February sebab dewan tabung haji kat penang penuh.. Which means, our honeymoon to Hong Kong kena cancel!!!! huwaaa...sedihnya!! I have booked our ticket on 21st until 25th February. Takkan g honeymoon dulu baru nak kenduri..Ala..macamane nie..I called Air Asia and asked about changing the date, and the operator said that we need to pay changing flight fee, and pay the balance of the flight ticket and anything changes only can be entertained 48 hours before the flight date.

I have checked the selected new date with Air Asia, and they are having promotion right now, and ticket now is cheaper than we purchased before this.

What should we do? We need add the balance, or just buy a new ticket to the same place or buy a new ticket to a different place??

P/S: need extra income especially for B2B yang tengah kumpul duit, contact me!  012-3208326 or email me niema_sifiana@yahoo.com